Remembering The Worst Day

Written: February 28, 2008 (Two years after the horrible day Adam and I both lived in)

Rain is not on the forecast

But we've been crying

Days and days now

Today seemed a very sad day for me

Because I remembered the day we last saw each other

The day you had that scary seizure

And the day I became devestated

These memories haunt me from then until now

Now I still think of this day

Our friendship face 2 face has died

Now, I don't want to go back to those memories

It makes me cry alot

Even when I mention a word of it

It's a painful memory that kills me to death

I still don't want to mention it.

Your pain and grief is still inside of me

And I still wonder...are you ok??? ♥