OMG I can't believe I'm opening my heart to this... *nervous face*
When I heard this song, it reminded me of junior year. I fell in love with this dude, (not gonna tell you his name...and it's not Adam). So just now I had this flashback. It was the beginning of junior year and this guy had admitted that he broke up with his girlfriend just to ask me out. I wasn't sure about it at all and I don't even know him. So, for three weeks straight he stole my email address, my url for myspace, and my MSN just to get in contact with me. But that got me to know him better. So, after three weeks of trying to win my heart, it turned out that I did fell in love with him, so it was about time for me to tell him how I felt about him. I had my friends to help me, but I did this once and I will do it again. But all of the sudden, his ex girlfriend showed up. And I wasn't expecting so much drama. I didn't want to get into a fight at all. So I decided: I'm like, "SO WHAT!!! F**k him!!! and his girl, too!!!" I threw away all of my papers and some journal entries I wrote about him, and I even broke his lucky pencil he gave me. After I rejected him, he still wanted to go for my love. and I'm like, "Whatever, don't you got Berenice? She loves you more that I do." I simply ignored everything that is regarding him.
Back then, I kept on rejecting guys and guys have been rejecting me, just because they were looking for a girl better than me, or just plain-o TAKEN. Yeah. I hated the word LOVE before. And I thought I would remain single for a very long time....
UNTIL...........Adam Carrera came back into my life <3
Today, this so-called DUDE came back, found my myspace again and messaged me, idk why. I simply deleted the message and blocked him. He never wrote back to me again.
Pink "So What" is a perfect song for me because I would just scare him off by yelling to him "SO WHAT!!!!" And just to tell him that I am not the person he thought I was before. I am a changed person thanx to Adam. He definetly turned my life around.
So, SO WHAT!!!
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So, SO WHAT.
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight!!!!!
In conclusion, I am over this dude today. He's out of my system.... and I am more happy and in love with Adam. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
I am leaving the past forever!!!
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